Haven't been blogging for quite awhile again... I don't know why but I am no longer as enthusiastic and bold as before to blog about anything or everything that happens in my life. One reason for sure is that I do not have the freetime like before... and now I am more lazy to blog after I returned home from work. Furthermore, I am not able to use the Internet freely at work. There are simply too many restrictions when working in a bank! This is so damn irritating I find!
At times when I am unhappy about certain events or people, I will feel like blogging about them. In the past, I will just go ahead to blog without second thoughts or thinking of what/how others would think of me. But now I am afraid of the consequences of blogging about such things. Maybe bcoz I am getting older, so I have become more hesitant and wary...
Knowing that the society is becoming more tech-savvy, I read from somewhere that even Facebook can be used as a method for employers to understand job candidates better. So... can you imagine what will happen if I complain about my current employers or colleagues here when I applied for a job and the employer happens to visit my blog?? Anybody who visits my blog might coincidently be one of my current colleagues or potential employers... So immediately, the job opportunity might have simply gone down the drain. Or say if I complained about my colleague here, and he/she happens to read about the entry, guess what would he/she think?? I think I will either create a misunderstanding or lost a friend.
Yes, u may say that I am thinking too much but I guessed I better not blog so much about these things now because I learnt my lesson. Talking about this, I can still remember the last time I blogged about how unhappy I felt about my ex-colleague and we almost fell out with each other after that... A good thing is that she was understanding enough and we became better friends. Even until now, I still think she is still the best buddy whom I have worked with. This person is none other than Charmaine KC Tan from the 'shitty' bank. Hahaa!! (Hey gal, if you happen to read this, just wanna tell u that I miss working with you and the rest! I still think you gals are the best and most fun people I have worked with, although at that time I did not realise that but I guess it is always like that! =P)
In fact, I am currently undergoing alot of unhappy events in my workplace (which is why I am currently looking for another job). On one hand, I really feel like blogging about my situation, but on the other, I am afraid of the people reading about my entries, especially if they are people from my company or potential companies. But if I cannot blog about my unhappiness here, it means that I have one less way to vent my anger. Oh yes, thanks to friends and dear for lending me their listening ears. Knowing that my dear has become so numb of listening to all my 'story-telling' everyday, yet I have no other methods to release my anger... will I become so stress till I eventually go crazy one day after accumulating all these unhappiness inside me??
Actually I was about to type the word 'maybe'... but on second thought, I think that will be quite silly though... bcoz I think there's always the choice of quitting the job. Hahaa!! But of coz, it is easier said than done due to external factors like what will happen after quitting without a job and things like that... Then again, sometimes I wonder if I am abit psycho, coz I tend to contradict myself... It seems like there's always an angel and a devil talking to me all the time. Is this one of the symptoms of becoming crazy?? Or maybe I am already crazy! Hahahahaha... (Of coz not! Crazy people do not say that they are crazy!! -- Ooops!! Here I go again... contradicting myself!)
Oh nooo!!! I just cannot stop contradicting myself... how ah??? I think I may need to see a psychiatrist soon... =P
At times when I am unhappy about certain events or people, I will feel like blogging about them. In the past, I will just go ahead to blog without second thoughts or thinking of what/how others would think of me. But now I am afraid of the consequences of blogging about such things. Maybe bcoz I am getting older, so I have become more hesitant and wary...
Knowing that the society is becoming more tech-savvy, I read from somewhere that even Facebook can be used as a method for employers to understand job candidates better. So... can you imagine what will happen if I complain about my current employers or colleagues here when I applied for a job and the employer happens to visit my blog?? Anybody who visits my blog might coincidently be one of my current colleagues or potential employers... So immediately, the job opportunity might have simply gone down the drain. Or say if I complained about my colleague here, and he/she happens to read about the entry, guess what would he/she think?? I think I will either create a misunderstanding or lost a friend.
Yes, u may say that I am thinking too much but I guessed I better not blog so much about these things now because I learnt my lesson. Talking about this, I can still remember the last time I blogged about how unhappy I felt about my ex-colleague and we almost fell out with each other after that... A good thing is that she was understanding enough and we became better friends. Even until now, I still think she is still the best buddy whom I have worked with. This person is none other than Charmaine KC Tan from the 'shitty' bank. Hahaa!! (Hey gal, if you happen to read this, just wanna tell u that I miss working with you and the rest! I still think you gals are the best and most fun people I have worked with, although at that time I did not realise that but I guess it is always like that! =P)
In fact, I am currently undergoing alot of unhappy events in my workplace (which is why I am currently looking for another job). On one hand, I really feel like blogging about my situation, but on the other, I am afraid of the people reading about my entries, especially if they are people from my company or potential companies. But if I cannot blog about my unhappiness here, it means that I have one less way to vent my anger. Oh yes, thanks to friends and dear for lending me their listening ears. Knowing that my dear has become so numb of listening to all my 'story-telling' everyday, yet I have no other methods to release my anger... will I become so stress till I eventually go crazy one day after accumulating all these unhappiness inside me??
Actually I was about to type the word 'maybe'... but on second thought, I think that will be quite silly though... bcoz I think there's always the choice of quitting the job. Hahaa!! But of coz, it is easier said than done due to external factors like what will happen after quitting without a job and things like that... Then again, sometimes I wonder if I am abit psycho, coz I tend to contradict myself... It seems like there's always an angel and a devil talking to me all the time. Is this one of the symptoms of becoming crazy?? Or maybe I am already crazy! Hahahahaha... (Of coz not! Crazy people do not say that they are crazy!! -- Ooops!! Here I go again... contradicting myself!)
Oh nooo!!! I just cannot stop contradicting myself... how ah??? I think I may need to see a psychiatrist soon... =P
